Raining day

Today I walk under the rain,
Dun misunderstand me wanna be cool,
I'm not that free to do such things,
I'm just din bring umbrella and the rain come suddenly.
I wish I can go home early, so I din wait for the rain stop.
I'm wet and cold at that time, I really feel lonely.
No more people will sms me ask me how am I.
No more caring and sweet talk to make me warm in the cold weather.
I just miss you badly.

I remember last year, someone fetch me to Sunway Pyramid in this raining weather.
I really appreciate a lot,
I'm just so lucky but I let go my lucky.
No more doing this type of stupid things again.
I must appreciate everything given.
Thx a lot, you will always be my best memories.

What to do, I hurt so many people before,
Is time to let others hurt me again.
1 months, Still the same things happen.
Thinking after one month maybe will be better.
But now what can I see is impossible.
Pray to god, you all fine and happy.
I love you, but I know what I want you can't give me.

A friend say, he like raining because no one can see his tear in the rain.
Dun give up, my dear. You will be fine soon.
Just like me.. I'm getting better and better.
One day, I will be happy and sweet.

Actually I alrd write all this in chinese, rewrite again. Only realize, the feeling is different alrd... I really can't just straight away translate it. No meaning if I choose not to rewrite.

Happy Halloween

Less and less missing him,
I know I will end it very fast,
Laugh at myself missing him for no reason.
Well, I really like him but I think I will give up him,
Because I feel that he really not good at all.
Maybe few years later we have fate to meet again,
Everythings just let god decide.

Halloween, But I dun hv any party.
I have dinner in Melaka,
I miss out all the party invite by friends.
Pretty sad, but this worth..
I'm just 19... But my uncle alrd 70..
He left not much time to celebrate his birthday.
I still got many years for Halloween Party.

Today I gonna cut my hair.
Thinking what will it be after cutting,
I hv no idea on my new hairstyle,
Because I decide leave it to my hairstylist.
I hope this hairstylist will give me a pretty look.

Watching Little Nyonnya recently,
Really nice drama,
I'm thinking actually I consider half Nyonnya generation.
Because my grandma was Nyonnya just she adopt by Chinese Family,
So we din practise any Nyonnya Culture.
But she used to wear Sarong and making nice Sambal when she still alive.
That why I'm look like a Malay girl and many people tot I'm mix.

No title

Everything is over.
Look for the better future.
I love my life recently.
I realize sometimes cannot force us to do something we dun like.

My life is great.
Yam cha, clubbing, shopping non stop.
No financial problem.

Quattro, Velvet, Zouk, Poppy, Maison,
All I wan to go last year,
Now all I go b4 alrd.
What I need summore?
I know If he choose me, I will be happy.

I no more sad for him,
I single and available.
I won't take others boy friends.

Look for more healthy life and happy life.

Dream

Thinking of doing somethings meaningful...
I realize I have a lot of dreams, bcuz I love dreaming.
After that day, I totally dun wan care it anymore.
But I know I care bcuz I keep mention that I dun care.
If you dun care, you won't mention it.
That's why I say "I dun care".
One day I will leave here, go to a place to start everything over again.
I feel tired lo.
Why?

The places I want to travel,
Taiwan,
Japan,
Langkawi,
Pulau Redang,
Bangkok,
Singapore,
Canada,
Vietnam,
UK,
Korea,
USA,
Australia,
England.

Oh no, I got so many places wanna go!
I wish I can go with my dear.
But Is it single will be more easier?

I have a dream.

Just like you without a reason

'Dream is something incredible?'
I dream of him, means something?
I dunno.... Inside my heart, that is something..
Miracle? Question?

Is time to wake up from my dream.
I ignore it totally, at least I try to do so.
We still young.
What I need is freedom too.
No emo,
No feeling,
All about freedom.

When that is the time to stop,
We must stop.
Be happy and nobody know what you think inside ur heart.

The road you choose, you have to finish it.
This is your road, no regret.
My world left me alone to wait for another partner.

If love someone need a reason, the reason will be,
'I love you because of your taste!'
When the feeling is there, everything will be reason.

Holiday

"I miss him wor, how?"
"Call him lor!"
“Cannot wor..."
"Then wat u wan?"
"Say say only ma."
Swt in bao bei's head immediately...
I miss him just say say only la... Din feel emo at all lo..

I dunno why miss him o?
How?
I really dunno ler...
Go Ipoh tomorrow,
I'm so happy and excited!

Happy holiday, guys!
I will miss you lo, June...
Dun worry!

The life with You is perfect.
The life without You is Free.
Nobody want me, I feel sad, But won't give to be better.

Oh No=(

Wuhu~ Faster do ur assignment can o not?
Oh... I just not in mood..
Crazy la.. Like tat...
Must finish today no matter how...

Yed nite I can't sleep at all...
Again.. I miss him.. Wtf...
Feel so wanna delete all the memory la...
The things already pass a month and I still miss him..
I dunno I miss him for what..
Just miss the feeling and him...
If I miss a guy like me, or miss a leng zai..
Then I can forgive myself..
But this time I miss a guy dun like me and not a leng zai..
Wa... Speechless...
I have nothing to say.. But soon I will forget him...
Very very fast... I dun wan miss a person like tat..
I hate missing someone...

Clubbing, I one month no clubbing alrd..
Suprise... I now miss it a lot...
I really feel so wanna go clubbing lar...
Next month, promise myself no matter how also must go next month..
Oh no.. I just miss the feel of clubbing...

Now is time to stop, go bath and continue my assignment...
Haha... I'm just so so lazy...
I wan buy that dress next month for clubbing...
I need alcohol and dancing badly...

Yeah, yed I drink Teh ais finally...
Now waiting for my Roti Telur Bawang Besar....