Come to me!

Now at Melaka!!!
HAha.... Holiday!!!
Wow.... So nice o! Relax....Only...

Let back to Saturday,
Saturday we go many boutique in Melaka...
Then at night i have a wonderful dinner with family.
Hoho... Bcuz that day is my mum birthday!
Lol... But after dinner, i straight away rush to starbuck in Dp,
Meet with hui ling and sze wei!
Haha... Bcuz our third clubbing night in Pure bar @ Melaka.
My god! We met a lot of fren there! Actually we just plan 3 of us enjoy there!
But end up i think got around 6 or 7 play together with us.
Really fainted.... Silk yuan alrd drunk b4 11pm!
Haha... Lousy lo... Erm... I'm not gd too la... But i know to plan my time...
Wow, i saw many "kindergarden kids" smoking o!
Yer... Damn Funny lo....
Haha... No photo o! Cuz lazy to take~
Then again lo.... we slept in Wei's house lo...
But that day i sick o! So din chat much with them alrd fall asleep!
They keep on scold me... But i also no choice lo!

Sunday,
Family day... Stay at home only lo... And go facial lo...
Cuz my face really worse lo... Too ugly!!!
And my mum cook her 1st pumkin rice.
Nice... But too simple...
At night, we plan to eat nyonya food de,
But really too many people lo! (people moutain people sea)
So end up we eat Taiwan Ramen... But ok ok only.. Not tat nice also!
Then later we go to "2gu"(aunty)'s house.
I so long din visit her since i study in Subang Jaya.
Then again they watch "Money Not enough2"...
Imagine this is my third time watch it... Really can't laugh anymore...
But my mum can laugh without knowing any Hokkien in the movie.
HAha.... No subtitles o... I really dunno how she able to laugh...

Monday,
Again meet with sze wei and hui ling them! Haha...
This time my turn to fetch them out...
Haha... My driving skill i think got improvement lo!
But for parking still so bad...
We go Jeti there play pool then we go Dp eat Sushi!
HAha... All the sushi from mon to fri, 3pm to 6pm only half price.
Great le... Yesterday we eat so many only cost RM12per person!
Haha... And This week I should eat vegetarian!
But now i think only my parent and my brother eat vegetarian.

Lol... I think that's all for today lo!
Cuz now i wan to go out lo....
Bowling... wait for me yea! Haha...

p/s: When i'm alone, I'm still thinking of you! Why you wanna do so?

Times will bring you to a new journey,
Be patient... Wait for the time pass...
18 going to 19.... few more month....

Thanks God!

"Can you forgive me?"
I really so sad that you still angry me.
I alrd so regret left you there eating alone.
Haiz... I think more than 10 msg i send to you,
To say sorry.
Fren... Pls la..One more time...Forgive me!
So sad that i lost you as my fren.
You the only one i will tell you all the things happen in Here.
Now really can't find a fren like you.
Cuz should i trust anyone from now?

What is life?
Yesterday, Today...
I heard 2 people pass away,
One is standard 2 student,
One is 40++ women.
Why so many people die?
Really need to appreciate when you still alive today!

Today i laugh at myself.
Why i'm so stupid?
I asking myself, who am i?
Haha... I won't be so stupid anymore....

p/s: Thanks god, I'm still alive...

When i fall in love wit you,
My nightmare have begin!
Now i let you go,
I think is the time for it to end!

Tagged again...

Lol... Another tag o! Haha... ( Below got new post o, dun forget to read)

Tagged by Amanda::
instructions::Never see the questions before you arrange the names - all mentioned below are TAGGED by me!
1. June
2. Chia Lynn
3. She Wei
4. Yong Yong
5. Sang Huey
Here comes the questions;
1. How did you meet 1?
- June, I met her in college. We same group in orientation.
2. On a scale of 1 - 10, how would you rate your friendship with 1?
-June. 5 lor (I not really know you that well)
3. How long have you known 4?
-Yong yong, ?? month. Not sure...
4. How do you know number 3?
-She Wei, i talk to her 1st in M floor. Then she teach me create Cbox in my blog. I feel so touch!
5. Where's 5?
-Sang Huey. study in Nottingham -.-
6. A fact about number 1?
-June, Scare this scare that...(maybe, I also not sure)
7. Who is 4 going out with?
-Yong Yong, I dunno wor:D
8. What does 1 do for a living?
-June, She eat for living..ahaha
9. Would you live with number 3?
-She Wei, Yes...Maybe....
10. What do you like about number 2?
-Chia Lynn,she is so nice to me
11. Do you miss number 5?
-Sang Huey, Yes! Miss her so much...
12. Would you make out with number 4?
-Yong Yong... Dunno... Haha...
13. What's your opinion on number 2?
-Sang Huey, She is cool~
14. What's your favourite memory with number 5?
-Sang Huey, in Langkawi, We take part in drama together.
15. What will you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
-June and Chia Lynn, Talking lo!
16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
- Sang Huey... Sure... We got a lot of thing to chat when in Langkawi
17. Have you ever slept at 2's house?
-Chia Lynn, Nope... Too far...
18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot??
-She Wei, No hang out before....
19. Who have you known the longest?
-Sang Huey, Form1 i alrd know her.
20. What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship?
-June and Sang Huey, Impossible...
21. How often do you talk to 1?
-June, Everytime i wanna talk to her...
22. What about 2?
-Chia lynn, Always in msn...
23. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
-She Wei, no... cuz i'm not lesbian....
24. Would you go on a date with number 5?
-Sang Huey, I always date her...
25. Do you dream about number 2?
-Chai lynn, no wor....
26. What did no.4 did to you that you can never forget?
-Yong yong, always read my blog and give me some encourage...
27. What have you done for to 1 that the person never forgets?
-June, Nothing wor....
28. What's 3's hobby?
-She Wei, i not tat close wit her, so i dunno... I will know it soon!
29. Only tag June, Chia lynn, and Sang Huey....

Monday

Lol.... A new day of a week!
Today,
I'm ok lo....
After rest 2 days....
No more moody!
And now even feel my mood get better!
So fast recover... All need to thank my Super best fren!
Su yii, Kai Loon, Hui Ling, Sze Wei, Jonathan, Sze thien and more...
Who name not here, not i forget you... Just too much, can't write all...
Hoho... Really can't forget to thank my ~Ge Ge~ lo...
He the one who always listen to me...
Haha... Now really feel myself quite annoying lo...
Erm... Everything was over...
Doesn't matter what is our ending...
For result, friendship and love...
Important is the process...
So fast can put down means i alrd grow up...
Well, i still able to smile to him when i saw him..
No hate at all... See.. I'm really very forgiveful de...

New day, new mood, new Hui Shang...
What the previous post mention,
Really no need to care too much...
Blog just wanna release our stress sometimes...
But next time i hope my blog will full with happiness..
And now someone make me feel so funny!
I know i do like tat is quite bad la..
But Really can't stand not to play...
Haha... Forgive me.. God...

Ok.. that's all for the conclusion of Sat and Sun...
And finally moonlight resonance FINISH!
Great hor..... Haha...
Today i will finish it!
C ya..

p/s: Yeepee.... Haha... Next week holiday! Finally~ Must fully charge only back to study!

I'm in hell now!

Stop it!
I'm very very stress now!
I can't do anything,
But i have to!
Why i feel like in the hell...
You hurt me!
That's all for today!
I just wanna escape from everything!
Really no mood to update my blog.
So maybe few day you will see no update here!
Maybe only!
I wanna kill myself.
Can i....?
Who can understand the pain i go thru now?
Again like last time... my history...
Same situation... And Tis time my heart even pain than last time.
Shit....
Take off my memory pls!

Should i say " Welcome to hell！"

p/s: Everything will be ok soon.

How well you understand me?

Tagged by yong yong.

Starting time: 6.52pm
Name: Koh Hui Shang (Sanze)
Sisters:1
Brothers:1
Shoe Size: 9
Height: 165 cm
Where do you live: Subang Jaya
Favourite drinks: Hot Chocolate, lemonade
Favourite breakfast: Sandwiches
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yea
Swam in the ocean: No
Fallen asleep at school: Got. But seldom
Broken someone's heart: Always accidently hurt someone but i dunno.
Fell off your chair: Yea
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
Hate to do so, but yes, cuz can't control myself.
What is your room like: The most safety place for me to cry
What's right beside you: Handphone, a cup of water
What is the last thing you ate: Nando and Strawberry wit chocolate and cream puff
Ever had chicken pox: Yes
Sore throat: I hate it, cuz i love talking!
Stitches: No.
Broken nose: No
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes, but just a moment.
Like picnics?: Enjoy it a lot!
Who was the last person you danced with: Wendy( My roommate + Best fren)
Last person made you smile: Sze Thien
You last yelled at: Chee Nien
Today did you:
Kissed anyone: Nope
Get sick: My heart was sick
Miss someone: Yes, a lot. But i dun think he know.
Eat: Yea
Best feeling in the world: A lot.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: No
What's under your bed: Dust
Who do you really hate: Nobody. Hard to totally hate someone
What time:8.02pm (Cuz i post halfway go jogging)

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
-Play around with my brother
-Watch tv till make my father almost chase me out from house
-Talk non stop
-Always pretend forget what homework hv today then call my fren(just wan to use the phone)
-Bully my 2years old sister and 7 years old brother

5 things on my to-do list today:
-Study ( Cuz my result too worse alrd)
-Chat ( Need to talk nicely wit my boy boy, if not we will over soon)
-Rest more
-Shopping ( Alrd done, Thx Sze Thien)
-Finish Bcp assignment

5 snack I enjoy:
-Seaweed
-Chocolate
-Ice cream
-Mamee
-Cheezy Wedges

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
-Shopping non stop
-Owned my dream house( Of course all design by myself)
-Travel around the world with my darling
-give my parents money
-

5 of my bad habits:
- Day dreaming all the time
- Talk too loud
- Think too much
- Too emo
- Hot tempered

5 places I have lived/stayed a night in:
-My house in Melaka
-Ridzuan
-Upstairs of my shop( When I was young)
-Wendy's house
-Hotel

5 things I will do after complete what I'm busy with:
-Sleep
-Online
-Watch TV
-Go clubbing
-Hang out

If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I won't do anything. Hope we still can be fren.

If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
No need working but i'm billionare

What will your dream wedding to be like?
It must be unique and romantic

On your wedding day, what you would like to see?
My darling tell me that he will love me forever.

Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
NOPE

What's your ideal lover like?
He loves me and care me, he will work hard to give me happinese

Which is more blessed?
I'm in happinese...

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I don't know.. It can be very long or i just give up

If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I choose to be his fren and bless him.

Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yes. A lot.

How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
No idea. Hope i can be with him. =)

Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family, friends and him

Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
I will choose not rich, not married but in a relationship.

What's the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes

Would you give all in a relationship?
I will if the guy give all to me too.

If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The guy who treat me better.

What type of friends do you like?
Sporting and nice.

What type of friends do you dislike?
Hypocrites, backstabbers and jealous me.

Are you a virgin?
Yes.

Have you ever lied to your parents?
Yes, but i hv no choice.

What did you lie about?
Too many. But all is for their own good.

Currently, are you having any crush on anyone?
Yes.

Hint about him/her?
He is a guy.

Do you think the guy/girl knows?
Yes.

What phrases you usually say when something unexpected happens?
Walao! (Hokkien)

What annoys you the most?
Dunno how to answer.

What is your current obsession?
Problem between him and me.

Who do you short text the most these days?
Nobody.

Who do you miss alot now?
Him

Which secondary school friend you miss alot?
Hui Ling and Su Yii...

Who do you idolise now?
Wang Lee Hom

Best girl friend?
Wendy, Hui Ling , Sze Thien, Su Yii

Best boy friend?
Jonathan, Kai loon, Rhen Xiang, Ian, Jee Von, Jakson

Biggest fear?
Alone. Nobody wanna be wit me.

Favorite hang out place?
Sunway Piramid( No choice, the only place i can easily go)

Made any new friends recently?
Yea

What kind of mood are you in most of the time?
Emo... Suddenly happy, suddenly sad

If you were to go out with any group of friends, who will you choose?
The group of fren sporting and funny

Do you like the person who tagged you?
Yes, we are same birthday, she is very nice. Haha...

I tag nobody.

Cry again in the dark!

I'm back from Melaka!
Have a very nice weekend in Melaka.
I din met wit a lot of fren,
I just met with my dearest fren, Hui Ling.
1st time i fetch her to Mahkota Parade.
My driving skill got a bit improvement lo!
We din go shopping, we just sat in starbucks.
A lot of thing have to tell her.
Too much... Bcuz my life back to emo now.
My sadness more than my happiness,
What's wrong with me?
Is it i think too much?
But yesterday night, I really can't stop my tears.
That's why i have a very bad headache this morning.
I decide to change myself.
Be a totally different people!
I dun wan care others so much, especially him!
"Why you wanna hurt me and make me cry?"
"Do you know that I cry because of you?"
Can't tell much here, cuz is something privacy.

K... Back to my Melaka moment,
All my uncle come to my house,
My grandparent also in my house now.
Again, i eat a lot!
Plus eat a lot of mooncake!
Haha... Have to keep fit lo!
If not really can't imagine next time....
Haha...Secret again!
Come personal ask me!
Maybe i will tell de!


p/s: Why you make me cry?
p/s: Love always no reason.

Practise the day without you now,

Cuz i scare i can't go thru that moment.

Melaka~I'm coming!

Lol..going back Melaka tomorow!
Finally tomorrow will finish exam!
Then i'm free!
But this sencond sem too tough for me!
Hope i can pass the 2nd sem nicely!
Lol... Gampatte, every1!

Nothing to post today!
Cuz exam time hardly got things happen!
Boring~

p/s: Sorry la! Forgive me pls~

Nothing gonna change my love for you,

No more kidding lo!

This time is true lo!

I'm not ok!

Really angry!
I'm sad and angry now.
Someone kill me now pls!
I hate Bcp!
Stupid Bcp!
Why hv to study Bcp?

Moody now!
No mood!
Exam 1st time feel so du lan!

p/s: I angry lo!

Still exam tomorrow!

Today ntg special,
In a tiring mood!
Exam really kill me.
Asking why i still choose to study rather than working,
Wat can i work without diploma, degree, master or pHD?
So lo, work hard for the better future!
At least got a bit bit extra for me to watch movie everymonth!
Can't imagine the life with sufficient money!
Everyday life should be like wat?

Work hard now, easy for the future!
Always trust that!

Every1 work hard lo!
Soon, the exam will pass!
And we can go enjoy enjoy lo!
Haha... I know clubbbing, shopping, dating are waiting for me!
I'm coming soon! Dear!

p/s: Can't wait to meet wit you!

Nothing gonna change my love for you. {Shout}

Trust me!

A memorable day!

Today really so sweet!
Finally I know the right answer lo!

Can't say much here!
But I really happy!

p/s: I will remember 7 of september!

I need a comfirm answer!

Today,
I lost.
I think i need to take a rest now!
Nice bah Ku teh i hv in this afternoon.
Is my breakfast and my lunch.
So so delicious!
But kinda expensive.
What happen today?
Remember 7 of September.
八月初七，
Bcuz it may change my life.
I not sure,
Still on guessing!
Still wait the right answer.
Sound emo now,
But actually not!
I'm happy, I feel sweet!
But still dunno what had happen!
Cuz i really always slow than ppl!

I'm not sure lo!
Is it true that what tis morning happen not a dream?
Still wondering...

p/s: I wanna be wit you, cuz i love you!
p/s: Can i trust you?
p/s: Do trust me!

How long still i hv to wait for?

What is my status now?

Idiot Hui Shang!

To my blog reader,
can you all just ignore few previous blog?
Cuz o, i found out i make a big mistake!
Lol, that means i sad for few day is wasted de!
Haha... Bcuz o! Haha... Secret lo!
K... Now u must have 1 question right?
That answer is I treat him as normal fren only!
Haha.... All is emo fault!

Back to the normal!
Something have to talk myself,

Hui Shang,
Dun be too emo sometimes!
Emo make you can't think properly!
You already make a big mistake now.
You see la! How you gonna take it?
Well, everything be nice now!
Haha...Hui shang ar!!!
U ar.... Really... dunno how to decribe you lo!

Sorry o, Make you all worry for me!

p/s: I will find a new target!

Everyone, exam add more oil lo!

The sky back to normal,

I alrd found my way to continue my life,

Hope never make a same mistake again.

Well, still not dare to fall in love!

TGI Friday!

Lol, after exam really Merdeka!

Thank for all the caring!

I'm ok la...

Why say till i so kesian?

I'm not really putus cinta la!

Haha.. Anyway, my sky no more raining!

Its shine again!

Now really feel the stress lo!

Exam next week!

Haha... Mid semis the most important lo!

What gred u can get, depend on it!

Study is most important for me la!

Dun care lo, finish exam then can go back home lo!

Then hor.. that time only slowly refresh my pain!

Now tak ada rasa yet!

You all know la,

Nothing bigger than exam lo!

Haha....

So so... i'm really ok...

Thanks thanks!

p/s: Still miss you when i'm free.

p/s: My world not only him, dun worry! I know you all will be with me!

I want the time back to last month!!!{shout}

No chance de lor,

Dun keep on asking me to try again.

*Thanks god, is friday!*

I'm back with rubbish!

*Warning

Before you read this post, I have to tell you that this post is
a rubbish post! Think before you read! Dun waste your time if you are busy!

I'm down for more than 2 week!

Finally today i'm awake.

I already expect him will leave me isn't it?

Just i thaught it won't happen so fast!

I'm alright now, thank for the caring!

Understand that something not belong to u,

Just dun force urself to get it!

Life are sometime not ur expected.

This i already know it early.

What make me so stubborn?

Why i wanna sad because of his leaving?

Because he leave me before i leave him?

I can't lose?

The answer already in my heart, i know.

Just i wanna deny it!

Love that word SHOW HAND....

Now let's show hand!

He will be the last, maybe?

According to my Ge Ge,

This type of guys are not a good thing!

They just wanna make you fall in love to them,

But they never love you.

Cuz once you fall in love to them,

They have faces.

Once they love you, (a girl like me)

They will lost their faces!

So a girl like me, ( you all should know!)

Faith that only will become a best fren.

Not more than that!

I'm cheer now!

Useless for me to continue moody bcuz of him!

But if i say i nothing,

Will you believe?

Myself also not believe that!

I'm still that normal weak girl!

At least for me to feel it about half and a year.

This is a reason why i hate to love someone.

Easy to fall in love, But hard to get it out!

Till now, sometimes i still feel it about break up wit my Ex!

Lol... Damn hard man!

My new life Don't Have Guys! Study for the rich future! Use money to buy you guys! Maybe will be better than true love! I will wait for you until i found a new 1!

That's all for today!

Thank you!

p/s: Enough rest lo, time for study hard!

p/s: The day i didn't miss you at all, is the day i recover!

p/s: True o not, i like him? Unbelievable! Know that after lost it!

Show hand lo,

Last call!

Faster to make a decision,

Before you regret o!

Blek! Rubbish!

Tired!

Today

Need a break!

Under recovering...

p/s: Will be back tomorrow or the day after tomorrow!

Dunno why look like nothing,

But feel something uncomfortable in my heart!

New Day

Finally begin the september i'm waiting for,
Today still a holiday,
Wonderful but i'm feeling tired.
Yes, today is the new life for me,
Cuz i alrd promise all of my fren i will stop it!
You may wondering what the things i'm talking about,
Sorry, not available here, is a secret!
Yesterday night have a nice ladies talk with Sze Thien.
I went to her house and overnight in her place.
Lol, chat till 5am only sleep!
OMG, really a lot to chat wit her!

Sze Thien, Finally i show my true heart to you. Well it alrd end, i think is impossible. No chance. Anyway, thank for being my audient. It was hurt when i realize, but it will recover soon after i saw my cutting. Thank you so much. Anyhow, I think u and him got the chance. I and him alrd walk till the end.

Tis lovely new day,
Meet with Ser Yang, the future The One student,
In Sunway Piramid.
I think i make him bored.
Haha~ Anyway so happy to meet with him.
Next week will be busy for the mid sem exam.
That is the time for playing and that is the time for studying.
Peace!

p/s: I dun wan to let you go! Pls~ Dun go! {shout}
p/s: Got problem of upload photo! Haiz... so no photo of us here!

Is time for me to wake up,

Wish to tell u, "dear, be with me!"

But it like a day dream for me!

无奈！还未开始就得放弃！