Thursday, November 27, 2008

Reward from Jo Jin


The Rules
1. Each blogger must post this rules
2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves
3. Blogger that are tagged need write about their own blog their ten things and post these rules . you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names .
4. Don`t forget to leave them comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog .
Thank you Jo Jin o!!! Haha.. I so happy i got this reward.. So I decide to put this award in my 2 Blog. Lol...(must Hao lian a bit!!) I cute o??? I know she very honest de.. Sure I cute is true..
K... 10things of me..
1. I can't control my emo, when my emo come.
2. I like to use 1 hand to drive, but my skill not gd de.. So quite dangerous.
3. I like to follow people, cuz i lazy to think.
4. I always feel hard to decide somethings. Cuz i feel myself always decide wrong.
5. I like to blog everyday.
6. I like to talk.
7. I like to see leng zai and leng lui.
8. I like to try new things, i always so curious.
9. I like to day dreaming, i hope i no need work and can enjoy my life. But fact is impossible. Haha...
10. I like to say but din do. Ex, i say i wan slim down but i still keep on eating.
Hoho.. I got more about myself de, but... only need to write 10... so... Haha... I wan pass to..
1.U zhing( I like her blog, bcuz she write her true feeling)
2.Jessie(A lot of nice food in her blog)
3. Jo Jin( her blog about her and her bf memang cute de la, but HAha.. She alrd got tis reward)
4.She Wei( She look cute)
5.Yong Yong( Her name cute...)
6.I dun have so many fren to tagged o...so the ppl who read this b4 28/11 pls leave ur name. I wan give this award to you.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

My feeling....

I'm in Melaka now.
My exam was over, and my second sem was end.
My trip to A Famosa was over too.
Life are complicated.
Totally agree with that.
I dunno what i want.
I tell myself that I hate him,
But end up I so care about him.
My caring and nervous are different.
The person i care the most,
I will more cruel to him.
This is my style.
But no 1 know.
Even my best friend.
I dunno why i'm like that.
I dunno... Bcuz i have no answer....
Worry, but what can i do... I'm nobody.... I just try to help...
But end up my heart was hurt.
I totally hurt by them... I dunno how to show out myself...
I dunno how to control my emo and my temper...
I'm a loser.. Totally a loser... After that day, i wish i no need to face them again...
The hurt still inside... I dun wan people hate me... I scare.. I afraid..
I wan to mix around and have more fren..
But i failed to do it... I no fren....Now.. This is what i feel..
Recently... i'm alone and lonely...
Many of my fren ask me dun think too much.. But this not i wish to think..
Is a fact.. Is a reality.. I know i have to face this world with myself...
My parent and family and best fren... They can't help..
They just can able advise me and tell out what is my fault..
Well.. who can understand... the feeling i go through.. NOBODY...
I choose to live for myself... IS A BULLSHIT.. What Jonathan say...
He is right.. We cannot choose to live for ourself.. We have to live for others....
The fake person will have more fren than others....
This is what i not yet learn... Where is my mask?

The deepest side of my heart, I care for him...
But the outside I hate him so much....
Once you are my fren, the whole of my life, you will be my fren.....
So i really can't force myself to hate him.. Forgive me.. Cuz i lie to myself...

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Sang Huey, Thx ur tagged ar!

Tagged by Sang Huey
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will cry and do nothing.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I'll wish that i'm super clever and pretty girl.

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Not interested to do so.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
enjoy life till i die...

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Possibllility super low...

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Answer before.. See previous tagged.

7. D0 you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Answer see previous tagged.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Choose to forget and be his best fren.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
When together with my best fren.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
Fren, Result and relationship.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Married. Have my children and the life i want.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Everyone i know is important for me.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Cool, pretty... and smart of cuz...

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
I willl choose not too rich but married. I need a partner for the rest of my life.

15. (a)What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Open my eyes.

15(b)What is your mood now?
Emo... Bcuz a lot of things need me to do and I miss someone.

16. (a)Your favourite weather is?
Cloudy, no sun.

16.(b) Would you give all in a relationship?
I won't, i only will give 70%.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I will choose that guy i love him more.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
I always forget and forgive ppl.

19. Would you suffer now and enjoy later or the opposite?
I always enjoy 1st, bcuz nobody will know what would happen tomorrow.

20.Who are u planning to tag next?
She Wei, Yong yong, Amanda, James, and who read this tagged.