Countdown for the Christmas

Merry Christmas.. Everyone..
I dunno what I expect for the Christmas..
But I just feel my heart have lose something that i din realize..
Life? Again.. I think this is life..
I will celebrate my christmas in Melaka...
Bcuz I'm from Melaka.. Melaka still my lovely hometown...
I dun care what you think about my hometown..
Suck?? or Louzy.. Is ok.. I still proud of it..
I nvr proud with my hometown before i 'm here to study..
Now i realize how warm is my hometown..
Eventhough i dun have homesick problem and love here b4..
But 2 guys make mind change... But this 2 guys not from here neither..
I fall in love with them... Maybe.. I'm not sure...
Now, Not even fren between me and them...
How much can i put down the feeling thru them?
I can't forget the moment together with Xx, I still miss him...
I say I angry him, but the miss are more than the angry..
How can i angry him? Teach me how... Force myself to hate him but still failed..
I wanna find my happinese.. without them..
Of cuz i will feel happy if that day i receive Xx&Ex msg wish me Merry Christmas.
This will be my little wish now...
Hope i can receive their wish on my lovely christmas... I love you! Christmas!

p/s: I will celebrate my Christmas in Purebar... One of the club in Melaka.. Not as great as the Club in KL.. But the best in Melaka..

Life

Haha... Long time din updates my english blog lo..
Hey, I'm back.. Dun worry, I still love english..
Just my chinese blog look more interesting..
I'm now Super super nice..
Watsup, you guys.. Miss me..
Life.. Nothing special..
Gonna continue study in taylors...
Not bcuz i love taylors..
Bcuz i alrd choose taylors..
No choice, no turning back and Taylors very expensive..
Omg.. The price of my school fees increase..
Not only 5% but is 10%..
That is the worse things i know today..
What if i not continue study.. Well, i will waste my Foundation..
Cuz i still hard to find any jobs without degree certificate..
This the truth.. And it sound cruel....
Everything is money, perhaps i din get any scolarship..
Is time for me to look for a part time job i think.. Haha..Maybe..

This is life.. Not everything is in good condition..

So what!!!

I dun care.. I'm A bad girl!
I just change my mind, I wanna be a bad girl!
I dun care.. I live for myself...
I wish to go clubbing again..
Bcuz i have a super fun clubbing section last wednesday!
If u think i go clubbing, I'm bad.. I'm cheap.. Then u are wrong..
I have fun there... I still study.. I still din simply waste the money...
Ok.. That day, i have to thanks Ming Jie for treating me..
I drunk a bit... But actually not.. Just not feeling well....
I just spend RM 8.00 for the teksi that day.. and that money is mine.. not my parent..
I earn from my blog and the part time job...
I like dance.. I like the atmosphere there.. I enjoy it..
I dun think that myself is bad girl...
I just dare to try.. But i got my own limit..
I admire someone, but doesn't means i have to learn from her..
The real Hui Shang is awake.. Wait to see..
Damn it... FxxK!!!

Happy Sem 3

Ya, I'm in college now!
2weeks holidays finish.. and I Very happy!
I have a very happy holiday...
I dun wan talk more about it,
Bcuz i dun wan share my happy wit u guys.. Haha..
Well, this sem, My new life begin...
No more Xx, no more him, No more sad,No more boss,
I dun care anything.. Watever.. I dun care..
Come, Chee nien, continue hurt me la..
You will regret one day..
I'm not afraid anyone from this sem onward...
Happy Sem 3!!!

p/s: My blog all i write is my right.