Raining day

Today I walk under the rain,
Dun misunderstand me wanna be cool,
I'm not that free to do such things,
I'm just din bring umbrella and the rain come suddenly.
I wish I can go home early, so I din wait for the rain stop.
I'm wet and cold at that time, I really feel lonely.
No more people will sms me ask me how am I.
No more caring and sweet talk to make me warm in the cold weather.
I just miss you badly.

I remember last year, someone fetch me to Sunway Pyramid in this raining weather.
I really appreciate a lot,
I'm just so lucky but I let go my lucky.
No more doing this type of stupid things again.
I must appreciate everything given.
Thx a lot, you will always be my best memories.

What to do, I hurt so many people before,
Is time to let others hurt me again.
1 months, Still the same things happen.
Thinking after one month maybe will be better.
But now what can I see is impossible.
Pray to god, you all fine and happy.
I love you, but I know what I want you can't give me.

A friend say, he like raining because no one can see his tear in the rain.
Dun give up, my dear. You will be fine soon.
Just like me.. I'm getting better and better.
One day, I will be happy and sweet.

Actually I alrd write all this in chinese, rewrite again. Only realize, the feeling is different alrd... I really can't just straight away translate it. No meaning if I choose not to rewrite.