You are not alone

Micheal Jackson. A singer I don't like.
But I love his few song.
I cry for it. So sad when I heard those song.
A tallent guy has gone forever.
Haiz... When is my turn to die?
I feel so useless live in this world,
but I know commit sucide is not gd..
And I try before just lucky I din really kill myself.
Why I can't live happily like others and don't think so much.

Today I saw a fren blog,
I would like to say this here,
若生命等于灿然，我愿意用我的快乐换走你的寂寞。我宁愿我寂寞，也不愿看你不开心。
I really dun wan to fight, I know I still love him.. BUT I dun wan he unhappy because of me.
I know I 'm stupid but no one is clever in love right.

You are not alone, Frm Michael Jackson.
Yea, I'm not alone. =)

June

I'm in college now and I'm writing this while waiting others wake up.
Special post for One of my special friend, June.
Today is her big day and she now same age with me, 19 this year.
She not my 1st friend in Taylors but she is my 2nd friend...
And the longest friend in Taylors Business School.
I know her 1st day in Foundation Orientation Week and
I'm glad that she same class with me.
She is a very kind, cute, funny girl.
She do help me a lot in my study and everything.
I'm so lucky have her always help me and be with me when I'm in trouble.
Thanks for everything, darling.
I love you always and Friend forever.
Understand that one day we have to seperate in different corner in the world,
But then...
Just wanna told you that no matter where are you,
The deepest greeting from my heart will delivered to you in the rest of your birthday.
Happy 19th birthday!

Haha..So sorry because of exam we not yet prepared ur birthday celebration and present. But then belated birthday celebration in Genting yea. Wait for it, k... =)

Dun worry, no matter how poor am I, Ur present sure have de... But have to wait la..Wakaka..

Last but not least, wish you always happy and pretty. Hope you found your happiness soon. God bless you.

Zzz

So long I din updates here..
I think more than a month...
I dunno why I start blogging..
Can't find any reason why I no blogging recently..
Just now i read a fren blog...
I know and understand,
My face look like easy to fool...
Ya.. play my feeling is fun...
Haiz.. Feel so wanna cry la...
Wat happen to me?
I got do anything wrong?
Why hurt me one by one?
Luckily now i'm stronger...
I understand that this all is not true...
So I din put much feeling and hope in it...
I think not even feeling and hope, my heart ard close...
Lonely, so look for me?
Haha..Funny, I also lonely lo, means I also need to look for you?
Fuck off pls...
Haiz.. What wrong with me...
Why wanna angry?
Zzz, fucking angry la....
The anger just can't control.. Not under my control.. And cheer that i din accept it!
I'm lucky... Can't imagine if i accept it... Sure become a big joke for others...