Alone

It have been so long,

I never come across this issue.

This is not a big issue,

But I found something different between me and him.

Shouldn't kiss.

Shouldn't I know so much.

Does he is a good guy?

Does it matter?

I just wish I can found someone really care about me.

I really wish someone really treat me good.

It is so hard for me.

Why it is so hard for me to really start a relationship.

I really so bad?

Am I look so worse?

I don't think what james tell me is true.

I'm a marketer, I should trust what I observe,

I shouldn't trust the feeling.

Yet, I don't know what feeling is that.

Is afraid, but wish to be winner at last.

It is terrible. I really scare nobody will appreciate me.

I scare I have been forgotten.

God, do you still remember me?

You forget to give me somethings every 20 years old girl need it.

I'm so envy, when see the girls same age with me have boyfriend.

At least, they know themselves isn't live alone in this world.

What can really friends give to us?

What can we really get from family?

Need, from the guy I love. I need it.

I need kiss, I need hug, I need accompany,

I feel dry, I feel lonely. I need someone be with me.

I don't want to feel myself is living alone.

Stop telling me that, I'm downgrade myself.

Nobody got the right to comment on my choice.